the fossil record

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Form matters, even more so in madness

 

Admittedly, when old friends have

told me of the breakdown they had the

previous Spring, or of the depression

that clung to them this entire decade,

I glanced away, wondering, how

can they tell me such things while

we are eating ice-cream, and without

even a hint of apology for ruining

the comfort found in a cloudy day.

 

I reply, I went almost insane and

I may still commit suicide, one year.

I gladly would exchange pleasantries

if I could; yet, this, it occupies me, and

adjusts any reasonable thought, leaving me

able to recite only madness in good form.

 

The other looks away, embarrassed,

nervous, unsure how to enjoy

the afternoon, or the downpour.

 

Caili Wilk